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Moving Hell.


Pretty much moved into new house.  still have to go back to old one....pack things to storage and clean. Sadly, due to roomate issues, have not been able to go do this. Another story.

So after 2 months of cleaning a rather gross beautiful old characture home...... moved in 6 weeks ago. Yes, have continued cleaning and fixing. Still a lot to do. Some will be left for KinkArt to do when he returns in September, but I can still do things. Yes, I am tired and sore. But I plug on.

I'm starting work on the studio this week. I have done just an initial clean, but have to wash down and move things aside to make it into my play space. Sound proof, aquire furnature for it, and last minute details. It will all come together. I did have one of my clients come in last week for some foot worship, hense the initial clean.
My adorable dog and both cats are getting aline great! Phew. She's even making a ton of friends in her new hood.


Ants controlled. Still having issues with moths. Have traps all over, been through entire house. Thought I found the last nesting area, but it would seem I haven't. Will go through house again. Grrrrr. Must beat someone for this.

As for my tennant I brought in..... arg. Will write later. But, just interview a wonderful young lady that quite possibly is replacing older. Good vibes, feelings and thoughts. I'm optomistic this one is the right fit.


Well my work client just had to postpone our meet. Not sure whats up. Sooooooo. Going back to house to do more clearing, cleaning and moth killing.


later.
Miss D

When You Want to......

There are days I can handle most stupid shit thrown my way. But I think after this week, and today to top off...
Having a bad week..... and the one person who should support me was the cherry on it all. Would love to beat his self centerdness right out of him. Buy the way.... when you assume....
grrrrrr

Why We Torture Ourselves

Life has gotten away from myself sadly...
But... that is now to change back. Between busy schedule, cleaning 2 homes, fixing and moving, working a vanilla job, and moving.......life has gotten so off I've only had only a few times to beat and torture xomeone. Don't get me wrong, yes I have set aside a few times to release while helping those subjects release. But just not enough. My own torture.
Though I do have that someone to beat and torture me. Which is devine, in multiple ways. but I do so lovemaking someone squirm, squeel and cry out in painful pleasures from my mind and hands, that the balance is off in myself.
How do we as Sadists let this get away from us? Simple..... Life. Yes, some of us attempt to live BDsm 24/7, but truly that is not completely possible. I am not living 24/7 for numerous reasons, though I am in my true me when ever I am able. In my own core not having this release time in its self....... self torture. But not in a good way. I soon will change this. Life will settle back into what I call normal, routine returns, life flows. And with tgat my core being flows.
back to the pervy. Back to myself. Less self torture. More pure torture from my mind and body to another......

New Days... Summer Fun

Feels like summer today. Sun is shining, peeps in shorts. Cute women, lil subby boys running around. Makes me feel like whipping something in a bikini, tie someone to a tree..... ahhhh the Dom life. 
Had an meet with a new torture subject today. Now just relaxing watching the world go by at my favorite coffee hause, imagining the devious things I will be doing tomorrow. Wondering the trouble I could get into today.... hmmmmm....  waiting for partner. Probably go grab my poich and go to the park. 
Here`s to summer fun.
Miss D