Saturday, May 21, 2011

Strange Dreams During Mooning.

I have so many things I want to post before this... but can't get this out of my mind this morning.
I don't know about any other womyn out there have this same issue.... but... When I start moonin, I sometimes have the strangest dreams. All good, but different.
Not sure what it all has to do with. It could be the extras hormones added in the mix, or maybe just because I am super horney right before and during the first day or so. But I've had some doosies, and well quite franky really goooood ones. And last night was no acception, and maybe further into this weekend or week cumming, I might actually post it. Will have to wait and see.

And as per a previous post a wee back.... Sex while mentruating..... I did some more research on this and the health benifits.... and will post that in the next few days as well.

OMG.... I can't believe why I wake up like this during the full moon serious. Some day I might have a hold on it, but for now.... go with the flow.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

i'm not perfect... i just try.

Munchin in Salem

Had a most delish time at the Salem Munch last night. It was so wonderful to see everyone again, and a few new. Great food at new venue, and wonderful lil back spot they have. I truly enjoyed the evenings hat topics, including the one on male genitalia torture..... went from simple to rat traps.... now that is a great idea!! Dont ya think. muahahahaha.

Now the rest of the week goes on.......
Next week I can't wait.

Lil D

Sunday, May 1, 2011

~ A Hard Afternoon Delight ~

Took place: Spring of  2011

~ A Hard Afternoon Delight ~

He told me He was going to make me cum hard and lots today........

i had just jumped out of the tub. Still in my robe, and just chatting with Sir about to go get dressed. "Why?" He said. "Don't get dressed, I'm going to make you cum hard today. Go get your toys while I finish up here, I won't be long." Off i went skipping to the thought of cumming for Sir; getting wetter by the minute as i set-up, not that i wasn't extremely wet already. Shortly after.... me waiting patiently as per.

When He was done with what He was doing... He told me to play with my pussy. i love being able to play with myself, especially when Sir watches. As He sits there in His chair guiding me along my way, all i can think is how wet i already was and He should feel this. Wishing He would.

i slide my fingers over my lips wetting them. Then i start to rub my clit nice and slow, feeling the warmth slowly build in me.

"That's right baby, just like that."

Moving slightly faster, now spreading my lips with my other hand. i draw my hand up to my mouth, licking and sucking my juices off each finger.

"Does that taste good baby?"

"Yes it does Does Sir, very much." Moving my hand back down and re-wetting my fingers.... Thrusting one finger then two, first slowly then faster.

"Yes, fuck that pussy for me!"

As i feel myself rocking on this pleasure, seeing Sir watch me, starting to warm me and get me more arroused by the second.

"That's right, keep fucking that pussy."

All i can feel is the orgasm starting to rise in me, but knowing to wait.

"Grab one of your toys hun."

i reach over and grab my glass dildo, the one with the blue swirled ridges on it. First i lick it, then suck it. Swirling my tongue around it, just as i would Sir's cock.

"That's it, suck My cock baby. Show Me how you suck My cock."

Stuffing it all the way down my throat and out again, i then ask "how deep do You want me to go?"

"To my balls baby, take it deep."

Glancing over i see Sir stroking His cock and balls, turning me on even more. So i keep taking the dildo down deep into my throat several times, wishing at that moment it was Sir's cock down my throat..... i take the dildo and slowly rub it over my pussy, getting it nice and wet. Feeling the head at my entrance i push it all the way, shudders coming over me. Pumping my pussy with my left hand, stroking my clit with my right.... this is bliss.

"Does that feel good?"

"Oh yes Sir!"

"Pump it faster, and don't stop."

i start to pump my cunt faster, feeling the orgasm getting closer... yet i can not ask, as Sir stepped out for a minute. OMG, i had to stop. my legs were shaking, my body vibrating, if i don't stop i will cumm. Please come back Sir, as i turn and lay on my side not moving and not taking the dildo out. Resting with my thoughts and desires, all this not helping. Finally i hear Sir come back and sit down, i roll over seeing Him... i start to pump and play with myself again. Feeling the rush come back to me, and certain to burst.

"Cum for me baby, cum for Daddy."

That's all it took, those few words and the waves took over.

"That's it cum for me."

The heat the waves, rocking me, feeling oh so good. i turn on to my side riding out the orgasm, shuddering.

"No no, spread your legs hun."

As i roll over onto my back, spreading my legs again for Him, i see a wicked smile on His face. Nummy!

"Did that feel good?"

"Yes Sir it did, very nummy."

"Good, now stroke your cunt for me. take the dildo all the way out to the tip, slowly push it back in. That;s right, just like that."

i can feel my pussy throbbing, my clit is nice and swollen as i push and pull my dildo in and out.. cum dripping down my ass.

"Now thrust it really hard into your cunt."

As i do i moan from the pleasure, imagining His cock thrusting in me, fucking me hard.

"Nice and hard, and faster. Yes, feel good baby?
"Oh my yes Sir, very good." i can hear His moans, knowing He is going to cum soon, feeling myself reach the edge one more time.

"Lift your knees up to your chest, I want to see your ass. Wouldn't you like me to fuck your ass while your fuck yourself with your toy?"

"Omg yes Sir, please....?" Knowing full well that He wasn't going to lay a hand on me then, but my thoughts getting the better of me almost pushing me over the edge. Thoughts of His hands on my body, His lips and tongue caressing me, His cock thrusting deep into me. Pumping myself, feeling the heat waves coming on.

"Oh yes I'm going to fuck you, fuck you hard.......oh gawd ya."

i can hear the strain in His voice as He;s about to cum, and i start to vibrate. i love hearing Sir cum, and here i am again before Him about to cum for Him as well. "OMG Sir, please may i....." Barely getting even those words out as i can hear Him cumming.

"Yes baby, cum for Daddy. Cum now, that's it."

The waves of shudders, the heat the throbbing, flooding me. i came and came hard. Rolling over pulling my knees up into my chest, unable to stop. i hear Sir as He is cumming, and how it makes Him feel.

"Mhm, that's my good girl."

i haven't cum that hard and good in a long time, and oh did it feel great. i love cumming for Sir, i love how it pleases Him.

As i roll onto my stomache just riding out this wonderful feeling.....

"Did that feel good hun?"

"Oh yes Sir, very much so...... errotocomatoselucidity."

He laughs that satisfied laugh, knowing He's grinning.... Mhm.

He made me cum hard alright.

lil d

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Sex and Menstruation (The Moon)

Sex And Menstruation (the Moon)

A couple weeks ago I was listening to one of my favorite radio programs and getting some great thoughts out of it. During the week, for a couple hours each night, a famous rocker hosts a show with 2 other people. And on this program they always have 3 topics that they discuss throughout, and no subject is too risque.

On this particular night N.S. (the rock star) was listing off the night's topics one being sex while on your period. During this chat N.S. states that if a woman is not willing to have sex with him while she is menstruating, he wants nothing to do with her. She is out of there. I like that thought, as it's only a natural thing in life.

So this got me thinking. My life, as well as others, and sex while "mooning." For me it hasn't been such a big deal, nor deal breaker for that matter. It's not a 1st date action for me, goes with anal sex, save it for a 4th date or later. But not a huge problem. To some people they won't even touch the subject, let alone actually do this. I think if you have barriers, fuck in the shower maybe, use a towel.... what's the big deal. It's just a lil blood, which can happen from getting fucked to hard or torn, not much difference. But there are those out there, men and womyn, that get rather grossed out by it.

Personally I have taken care of the grossness of it. As a slave, I was taught and trained to be accessible at all times, including while mooning. So many years ago I discovered this lil thing called a "Latex Free Make-up Pad," and what a wonder it has been. Not only does it replace tampons, it works great for sex as well. Yes folks, you can fuck while this is in the woman, and not worry about the blood.

For me this worked great for many reasons. First off tampons irritated the hell out of me and my phoopher, so with this no dryness nor particles left behind. No chemicals that have treated it, as it hasn't been bleached like a tampon. The thing lasts for hours as it absorbs so much, and after a quick rinse back in it goes (for those womyn out there that think they can't take something out of their pussy and rinse it, get to know your bodies better..... trust me this is nothing, and worth knowing what you feel like inside). You go through less, as you only need a new one at least once a day.... $$ saved. And well, I can get fucked with it in with next to no discomfort for either party. I've been told that "They" barely feel it when they are fucking me, just makes my cunt a lil less deep.

So in the end there really shouldn't be a problem right......? Not only am I accessible at all times without worrying of disposing of a tampon prior to sex, I've found a safer alternative to the tampon. Womyn are at their height of arousal while moonin, take advantage of it.

Have sex while menstruating people!!! It's natural, and just plain wonderful and nummy!!!

Lil D

Monday, April 18, 2011

And life starts a new chapter.........

I have gone through some serious life changes lately... some I care not to repeat, some I am soo happy that it makes me smile. I guess I would be starting a new chapter in my life, and hope this one never ends.

I met a couple of wonderful people in the last while. A woman that I can't wait to get my hands on and all over, and tongue too. she is just so bright and sexy, that I can't stop thinking about her and what all not only I can do to her but what we can do together. Oh yes I am taking her to the dark side, and to may other places she hasn't been before. I certainly hope that this one never ends, no matter where I end up in life.

I have also met someone else that has put thoughts in my head I didn't think were ever going to be there again. Thoughts of letting this person Dom me in all sorts of ways, Mastering me when I need it. I am never going to lose this Mistress in me, that is there now and is there to stay. But the thoughts of having this person not just Top me, but to actually take me and own me... that is something that has my juices running. And so refreshing, yes a wee scared, but refreshing in many ways.

When I was called pet for the first time by them several weeks ago..... it sent feelings through me that made me all warm and fuzzy inside. Yes I want to be their pet, I want to be their lil girl, I want to be what ever they tell this wench to be. And if they so chose to "punnish" me every day for no reason, plssss do. Spank me, make me your toy, tell me all the dirty things you want to do to me, make me do your whim and will, put your hands on me and reasure me of everything and making me feel safe. Take me to those places that I haven't been in so long, and let me know who you are. These are many of the thoughts going on through my head. But yet also letting me have my freedom, as this is who I am now and need to be. What is great about it all is that they embrace me for who I am, and what all I want to do... which includes still being me.... Mistress D.

There is a smile on my face now just thinking about it all. Something that has been hard to have there, and is great to know that just the thought of them makes me smile. Yes think so rather pervy thoughts, but knowing that they are in my life........... that is something to be said.

Now don't get me wrong in thinking that I haven't forgotten all those that are still in my life right now. There will always be something there with us, and I don't plan on tearing myself away from them. Nor will I forget them, and who they are to me as well. But for some moot, but wonderful reason, this new person has got my body wanting so much more right now. And I am very much letting it all in, and loving every minute of it.

To these 2 new wonderful people in my life... thank you ever so much.


Lil D

Friday, April 8, 2011

Very short update

So my hair is growing longer, and the rain hasn't conpletely stopped.... but I am still thinking perfectly pervy thoughts........ Have had some interesting conversations lately. Some cleaner than others, and well down right great no matter who they were with. I will leave out all the new sad stuff, as well since xmass there has been more loss and nothing I truly needed.
Life is lovin throwing me a curve or 6..... now if I could just get my curves under control and call this all kinky. Doing lots of writing, and hope to find not only solice but a wonderful outlook to paths in all this.  And yes, still thinking of telling my sister that I'm queer and lovin it...... though after the loss after xmass, think I will leave that for a lil while longer.

If it's not raining tomorrow... into the garden, whishing I could go in short shorts here.... but not only is it not warm enough yet, but the eyes around here would not approve. lmao... oh could I shock them.

Going to go be me.....

ta for now