Cut a Foot, Gain a Mile.

From alt:
Dec 21, 2007 10:22 pm
Mood: experimental, 3 Views



So i finally cut a foot off last week. And thought i would be rather upset about it, but actually found myself having a new bounce in my step. Thought more would come off, and even prepared for for it.... expected it; but only about a foot. Now i look forward to a few months down the road when another foot is severed, and see what happens then. Off to take those pesky needles off my list.... but had someone intrigue me with some acupuncture ( with who knows what ) a few days ago, and might ponder that one for a bit. i wonder if anyone else out there has felt the same feeling as i have with the loss of a foot.

Changing Activities Enjoyed - From alt

From alt:
Nov 28, 2007 4:04 am
Mood: experimental, 42 Views


So i am thinking of taking a couple of things of my "likes and dis-likes" list of activities in my BDsm hobbies. In other words, maybe taking out a thing or two that i would prefer not to do any more, or at least at this time. And maybe put in something that i might want to try some day down the road. In particular..... Needles. i think i have had enough needles in my own personal life to warrant not wanting any needle play any more, or not needing any play any more. Not getting an urge for it, or even a thought of a high from it. i am actually rather getting kind of turned off from it in my own corner, just for me though. i don't mind watching it, just not for myself. This has made me wonder if this has happened to anyone else out there. Has anyone else strayed from a particular play/activity for any reason, or been turned off for a slight reason.... other than a bad experience. There aren't too many things out there that i would not be willing to try at least once, or even have a discussion about trying. There is only a select few things that i will not go into or even try, and that of course no one will get me to go to. But that is for most people - having a few limits here and there. but has anyone else just decided to not want something anymore... just because.........or for a minor or personal meaning. So then now i am going to have to go through my whole profile and decide what else i want to take off, and then what else i would like to put on there that hasn't been there as of yet. Maybe something i haven't thought of trying yet... hehehe... or something i have, and want more of. The pitfall of having a profile, having to/or should be updating it. So i am going to go and take out needle play.... eventually when i decide what else i want to change in there. Then... go and cut my hair.

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Thank You, may i have another? Please.

You know when one hears the crack of the whip and you just melt. It doesn't matter where you are, or where the sound came from... you just melt. It could be right beside you, which is all the better more. But it can even be from over the phone as someone is chatting with you while they thought they would pick up their wonderful lil device and flick it a few times, and well you just go... aaaahhhhhhh. But then when i sit here and think about those feelings and what all it entails and how it makes me feel and where i go, it kinda has it's own precept in it's self. The warmth that flows through you like a slow moving river, and how it fills you up like you are going back in time like it was just yesterday that the whip was connecting with your body. the chill of how you know how it will sting, but how good it will feel when the feeling has subsided and you are all warm and fuzzy all over. And then there is the euphoria of where one goes in flight when all if perfect and right, and how you feel when one is there. EROTOCOMATOSE LUCIDITY... i call it. It has many names, and everyone calls it something different. But in all the same, when done right for each, it is the same result. Nummy!!!!! But of course this leads us back to the conversation if one is on the phone especially. It is all lost, and one's eyes are all glazed over and thought is lost in space. And then people wonder where our thoughts are, and why half the time we may not remember the conversations that we may be having with a Top. This especially if a topic of a particular play is brought up with descriptions, and yet a whip is brought out and flicked a few times. Yes, this has happened to me a few times, more than i can count i am sure. And i am positive it will happen again, and again, and yes... again. Thank You, may i have another? Please.

Gotta Sing!!!!!!

It's been far too long since i've gone out singing. Far toooooo long. i need a good karaoke night, and just let loose. Maybe have a few wobly pops to give the courage up, if so needed..... as sometimes that might be the case, it's been a while.
But how does one find the peeps to go with. Yes this may be self tourture for some, and not all are into it. But who cares, it is just letting loose and being free. Young at heart, and not giving a care to the world of who hears you. As in most cases.... anyone that is in the place but whom is with you, does not know you.

So i sit here wondering why more people in this wonderful lifestyle of O/ours....... when most of U/us put ourselves out there for all to see in more ways than one, and in some cases neked..... don't cum out and sing for their souls. Not only is it healing, but freeing.

So should i put out the chalange to those out there. Cum and sing with me, or just make me dance.

Well i'm off to bed. Contemplating Barbies popularity at this moment in time, and if i should take her for my next hike in the bush when the rain lets up. hmmmmmmm..... lose her. shhhhhh.

Til the next time.

ps.

The vamps came and drained me. omg did they.

They will be back. grrrrrr.

i am an angel, and truly pure.... Honest.

From alt blog:

Sep 22, 2007 3:01 am

Mood: giddy, 33 Views

i finally found somoneone that is almost as pervy as me on here (alt.com)!!!!!When you look at your pervy score... or rather your "Purity Score", and you see how pure you are. Well mine sits pretty low, shhhhh. OK, i'm 21, and it should be lower as i have to go and add a couple things onto my list.Well as i was going through the list of peeps that have winked at me. And thinking wow, what a nice looking Dom. Yes He lives a lil far away, but His profile is articulate. Then i boo at His pervy score!!!! He is a 23!!! Yipeeeee.So i may not be the un-purest out there. There is hope for me yet, and i can polish my halo and rest easy. Yeeah!!!!Just had to let that one out of me.Phew.

Replies:

d.g.2007
9/22/2007 3:43 am

Just keep working on that list, I have faith in you, go as low as you can go.....I'm pretty new at this, so mine is pretty high

j.sdw
9/22/2007 4:01 am

mmmmm....not sure a score of 21 qualifies you as an angel....warm regards,jilly
within your heartkeep one still secret spotwhere dreams may go

M.P.
9/22/2007 4:02 am

What bothered me about the purity test was how uninclusive the categories. Can't they come up with something as offensive as, say, coprophilism, but more imaginative? Having sex in the Yalies' Skull & Bones coffin, then taking a side-by-side dump in it, then wiping our asses with White House stationary, is my idea of an afternoon of fun.
Were we half as curious as vain, communication would be easy.

M.P.

Quoting d.g.2007:
Just keep working on that list, I have faith in you, go as low as you can go.....I'm pretty new at this, so mine is pretty high

>i am working on the list.... but there isn't too much left for me to try, not unless i cross the other side. lol.And you will get going on your list i am sure, it just takes a lil time. i have faith in you as well.hugs

Quoting j.sdw:
mmmmm....not sure a score of 21 qualifies you as an angel....warm regards,

j.

>lol. i am sure if i keep buffing my halo, and look the part... i can fook almost anyone. OK, anyone who might not know me.thanks for the warm regards. They are welcomed and returned.lil d
Every story has an end. But in life; Every ending, is a new beginning.

lolitadiva
9/22/2007 8:58 pm

Quoting M.P.:
What bothered me about the purity test was how uninclusive the categories. Can't they come up with something as offensive as, say, coprophilism, but more imaginative? Having sex in the Yalies' Skull & Bones coffin, then taking a side-by-side dump in it, then wiping our asses with White House stationary, is my idea of an afternoon of fun.

>i agree. There should be more written in there, and more catagories. But i am guessing, as the saying goes, we can't always get what we want. Though i don't think i would use stationary, a lil too stiff and hard for my lil pampered tush.but i am sure, if enough people write alt, we might be able to change a few things in the purity test. It is just a thought though.
Every story has an end. But in life; Every ending, is a new beginning.

Perfectly Pervy Whippings, and my Burbs in here.

So as i was sitting here last night, working on a few things... sorting things out, deciding what to do, and working on a few lil things on my comp. Then knowing i had to get a few new programs on here so as i can get my two comps linked up soon, and get rid of a few to do so... bla bla - chitter for some folk out there. Getting rather lost in chat with a friend, and not paying attention to what i was into, i managed to actually delete a whole section out of here while attempting to add a link to it. Pffffft me. Oh well, it will happen at some point in time. And now i know what buttons not to press to drob a bomb. lol.

so if you see that wonderful list of missing links of great sites i like and belong to missing right now..... i am on it.

The Munch last week went splendid. i enjoyed myself, and am sure others did as well. Newbies showed up, even with a swinger to-boot. Always nice to have a different mixture in our pervy world, and haven't had those there for while. Hope they show up again, as they have been to a few of our parties before and enjoyed themselves.

i managed to get a few pics of my rather beautiful looking bumm the other day. It does look like i sat on a bed of nails and moved around a bit, and that is a good thing. Yipeeee! i am truly thankful for the wonderful Domme that made the pretty picture on my lil bumm with the single tail, and in such a short time as well. i lost count after 30, and i can't quite bend that far around to see most of them. And those 3 band-aids aren't bothersome at all, and have stayed on rather well - even with the balm. Thank you to the DM for the help in tending to that - Holding the flashlight, and making sure we got all the band-aids on right.... and watching intently as well. *wink wink*.

PS to E. does it look like i'm a whoos now?????? lol.

Thank you to my ride home!!! And for taking me for food afterwards, so as i could get some strength back. And make sure that i was not going to fall fast, on a downward path. your a peach!!!!!!

W/we did such a short warm-up for that lil whip play. i am surprised it went so well, but not to the fact of how i was still warming up on the ride to get food on the way home. i had such a warm, phenomenal sleep that night/morning, and the wake-up was refreshing. But i was in a enjoyable blur the whole day to follow, and worth it.

This makes up missing my bday whippings this last year. And hopefully i will still get them some day down the road, as a girl can always hope and pray.

Thank you Rascals - WestC. G and D. for the most superb time at Rascals!!!!!! i look forward to the year to cumm, and the many more perfectly pervy times that i know, not only me, but the rest of us will see and do down the road. Muah!!!!!

Now i am off to go and have a shower....... hehehehe. Change my lil band-aids, and dress my lil spotted bumm.... maybe play connect the dots. shhhhhhhh.

wishin you all a perfectly pervy week to cumm into the weekend.

lil d

oh yes..... the vamps are coming!!!!

the vamps are coming!!!

omg. are they. grrrrrr

I miss my Nicky Girl!!!!!!

Where are you hun?????

Love you sweety.

Muah

Not So Pervy Verbal Diarrhea - Grrrrrrrr

Now that i have posted all those in here... wow. i feel much better and up to date, and i don't feel so bad if anyone is missing anything. lol. And i can move onto bigger and better things to chat about in the going-ons in my lil pervy life, mostly good..... some not so good.


Have you ever received "verbal diarrhea" in your email box that weighed on your brain for days on end. Something that one shouldn't be receiving anymore, that is truly old news and should be forgotten and not talked about. i have and did this past week, or rather last week. And sadly it was like an obdurate object in my brain, and is still yet to be gone. It weighed on my brain over the perfectly pervy weekend, and this i tried hard to not let take over my pervy thoughts and fun.
i had written back this person after their rather tasteless email to me. i even did so in a rather fair and pleasant manner, and not tearing a strip out of this person as they so deserved for their slip of the tasteless tounge towards me. i am thinking that they didn't get the message, that it flew over their head. As they wrote back with a moot point about googling my nic, and what comes up when you do. No apology or regret for their words, not a single peep of remorse; just one line of a witless comment.
So it makes me wonder if i should even mention a word to this person about his indescretion towards me. Would it sink in, or would they even care. Would this person just go off the handle like they do with anyone else that doesn't agree with their oppinions, and start a spat with me. Who knows, and should i even care. but to put it to the point, i would rather not have any more to do with this person. Personally anyone who digs up old junctures in my life that were not all that great (and i have gone past it all, and moved on), and have no business doing so as it didn't concern them, should be put out to dry in my books.

What would anyone else do? Do you confront this person and say your peace, and tell them how you feel. Then say that you are keeping your distance from now on, and hope that mutual friends between you understand. Or do you just let it be as is, and hope that this person just leaves you alone when you stop answering emails and such. Maybe they will eventually catch the hints that are being thrown out there, even though it may seem like they never will.
Human nature is a complicated subject. We are all different in many ways, and never something that one can write a single book on with the one true answer on. i have learned many a path and life long lesson over the years, and still will keep on learning. And the one thing that i have learned, is that some people can take it right to heart and some can take it right in the face. But it's how one delivers it that makes the difference, and whom one is delivering the message to.
i am guessing this one is up to me for a long ponder for the rest of this week to go over. Then maybe, after another week has past, i will have my answer.... i hope.


Praying for no more verbal diarrhea.
More perfectly perviness please......
Next post: fun at Rascals!!!!!!! And a few things that happend prior in the week, that were pervy;)
lil d