Gotta Sing!!!!!!

It's been far too long since i've gone out singing. Far toooooo long. i need a good karaoke night, and just let loose. Maybe have a few wobly pops to give the courage up, if so needed..... as sometimes that might be the case, it's been a while.
But how does one find the peeps to go with. Yes this may be self tourture for some, and not all are into it. But who cares, it is just letting loose and being free. Young at heart, and not giving a care to the world of who hears you. As in most cases.... anyone that is in the place but whom is with you, does not know you.

So i sit here wondering why more people in this wonderful lifestyle of O/ours....... when most of U/us put ourselves out there for all to see in more ways than one, and in some cases neked..... don't cum out and sing for their souls. Not only is it healing, but freeing.

So should i put out the chalange to those out there. Cum and sing with me, or just make me dance.

Well i'm off to bed. Contemplating Barbies popularity at this moment in time, and if i should take her for my next hike in the bush when the rain lets up. hmmmmmmm..... lose her. shhhhhh.

Til the next time.

ps.

The vamps came and drained me. omg did they.

They will be back. grrrrrr.

i am an angel, and truly pure.... Honest.

From alt blog:

Sep 22, 2007 3:01 am

Mood: giddy, 33 Views

i finally found somoneone that is almost as pervy as me on here (alt.com)!!!!!When you look at your pervy score... or rather your "Purity Score", and you see how pure you are. Well mine sits pretty low, shhhhh. OK, i'm 21, and it should be lower as i have to go and add a couple things onto my list.Well as i was going through the list of peeps that have winked at me. And thinking wow, what a nice looking Dom. Yes He lives a lil far away, but His profile is articulate. Then i boo at His pervy score!!!! He is a 23!!! Yipeeeee.So i may not be the un-purest out there. There is hope for me yet, and i can polish my halo and rest easy. Yeeah!!!!Just had to let that one out of me.Phew.

Replies:

d.g.2007
9/22/2007 3:43 am

Just keep working on that list, I have faith in you, go as low as you can go.....I'm pretty new at this, so mine is pretty high

j.sdw
9/22/2007 4:01 am

mmmmm....not sure a score of 21 qualifies you as an angel....warm regards,jilly
within your heartkeep one still secret spotwhere dreams may go

M.P.
9/22/2007 4:02 am

What bothered me about the purity test was how uninclusive the categories. Can't they come up with something as offensive as, say, coprophilism, but more imaginative? Having sex in the Yalies' Skull & Bones coffin, then taking a side-by-side dump in it, then wiping our asses with White House stationary, is my idea of an afternoon of fun.
Were we half as curious as vain, communication would be easy.

M.P.

Quoting d.g.2007:
Just keep working on that list, I have faith in you, go as low as you can go.....I'm pretty new at this, so mine is pretty high

>i am working on the list.... but there isn't too much left for me to try, not unless i cross the other side. lol.And you will get going on your list i am sure, it just takes a lil time. i have faith in you as well.hugs

Quoting j.sdw:
mmmmm....not sure a score of 21 qualifies you as an angel....warm regards,

j.

>lol. i am sure if i keep buffing my halo, and look the part... i can fook almost anyone. OK, anyone who might not know me.thanks for the warm regards. They are welcomed and returned.lil d
Every story has an end. But in life; Every ending, is a new beginning.

lolitadiva
9/22/2007 8:58 pm

Quoting M.P.:
What bothered me about the purity test was how uninclusive the categories. Can't they come up with something as offensive as, say, coprophilism, but more imaginative? Having sex in the Yalies' Skull & Bones coffin, then taking a side-by-side dump in it, then wiping our asses with White House stationary, is my idea of an afternoon of fun.

>i agree. There should be more written in there, and more catagories. But i am guessing, as the saying goes, we can't always get what we want. Though i don't think i would use stationary, a lil too stiff and hard for my lil pampered tush.but i am sure, if enough people write alt, we might be able to change a few things in the purity test. It is just a thought though.
Every story has an end. But in life; Every ending, is a new beginning.

Perfectly Pervy Whippings, and my Burbs in here.

So as i was sitting here last night, working on a few things... sorting things out, deciding what to do, and working on a few lil things on my comp. Then knowing i had to get a few new programs on here so as i can get my two comps linked up soon, and get rid of a few to do so... bla bla - chitter for some folk out there. Getting rather lost in chat with a friend, and not paying attention to what i was into, i managed to actually delete a whole section out of here while attempting to add a link to it. Pffffft me. Oh well, it will happen at some point in time. And now i know what buttons not to press to drob a bomb. lol.

so if you see that wonderful list of missing links of great sites i like and belong to missing right now..... i am on it.

The Munch last week went splendid. i enjoyed myself, and am sure others did as well. Newbies showed up, even with a swinger to-boot. Always nice to have a different mixture in our pervy world, and haven't had those there for while. Hope they show up again, as they have been to a few of our parties before and enjoyed themselves.

i managed to get a few pics of my rather beautiful looking bumm the other day. It does look like i sat on a bed of nails and moved around a bit, and that is a good thing. Yipeeee! i am truly thankful for the wonderful Domme that made the pretty picture on my lil bumm with the single tail, and in such a short time as well. i lost count after 30, and i can't quite bend that far around to see most of them. And those 3 band-aids aren't bothersome at all, and have stayed on rather well - even with the balm. Thank you to the DM for the help in tending to that - Holding the flashlight, and making sure we got all the band-aids on right.... and watching intently as well. *wink wink*.

PS to E. does it look like i'm a whoos now?????? lol.

Thank you to my ride home!!! And for taking me for food afterwards, so as i could get some strength back. And make sure that i was not going to fall fast, on a downward path. your a peach!!!!!!

W/we did such a short warm-up for that lil whip play. i am surprised it went so well, but not to the fact of how i was still warming up on the ride to get food on the way home. i had such a warm, phenomenal sleep that night/morning, and the wake-up was refreshing. But i was in a enjoyable blur the whole day to follow, and worth it.

This makes up missing my bday whippings this last year. And hopefully i will still get them some day down the road, as a girl can always hope and pray.

Thank you Rascals - WestC. G and D. for the most superb time at Rascals!!!!!! i look forward to the year to cumm, and the many more perfectly pervy times that i know, not only me, but the rest of us will see and do down the road. Muah!!!!!

Now i am off to go and have a shower....... hehehehe. Change my lil band-aids, and dress my lil spotted bumm.... maybe play connect the dots. shhhhhhhh.

wishin you all a perfectly pervy week to cumm into the weekend.

lil d

oh yes..... the vamps are coming!!!!

the vamps are coming!!!

omg. are they. grrrrrr

I miss my Nicky Girl!!!!!!

Where are you hun?????

Love you sweety.

Muah

Not So Pervy Verbal Diarrhea - Grrrrrrrr

Now that i have posted all those in here... wow. i feel much better and up to date, and i don't feel so bad if anyone is missing anything. lol. And i can move onto bigger and better things to chat about in the going-ons in my lil pervy life, mostly good..... some not so good.


Have you ever received "verbal diarrhea" in your email box that weighed on your brain for days on end. Something that one shouldn't be receiving anymore, that is truly old news and should be forgotten and not talked about. i have and did this past week, or rather last week. And sadly it was like an obdurate object in my brain, and is still yet to be gone. It weighed on my brain over the perfectly pervy weekend, and this i tried hard to not let take over my pervy thoughts and fun.
i had written back this person after their rather tasteless email to me. i even did so in a rather fair and pleasant manner, and not tearing a strip out of this person as they so deserved for their slip of the tasteless tounge towards me. i am thinking that they didn't get the message, that it flew over their head. As they wrote back with a moot point about googling my nic, and what comes up when you do. No apology or regret for their words, not a single peep of remorse; just one line of a witless comment.
So it makes me wonder if i should even mention a word to this person about his indescretion towards me. Would it sink in, or would they even care. Would this person just go off the handle like they do with anyone else that doesn't agree with their oppinions, and start a spat with me. Who knows, and should i even care. but to put it to the point, i would rather not have any more to do with this person. Personally anyone who digs up old junctures in my life that were not all that great (and i have gone past it all, and moved on), and have no business doing so as it didn't concern them, should be put out to dry in my books.

What would anyone else do? Do you confront this person and say your peace, and tell them how you feel. Then say that you are keeping your distance from now on, and hope that mutual friends between you understand. Or do you just let it be as is, and hope that this person just leaves you alone when you stop answering emails and such. Maybe they will eventually catch the hints that are being thrown out there, even though it may seem like they never will.
Human nature is a complicated subject. We are all different in many ways, and never something that one can write a single book on with the one true answer on. i have learned many a path and life long lesson over the years, and still will keep on learning. And the one thing that i have learned, is that some people can take it right to heart and some can take it right in the face. But it's how one delivers it that makes the difference, and whom one is delivering the message to.
i am guessing this one is up to me for a long ponder for the rest of this week to go over. Then maybe, after another week has past, i will have my answer.... i hope.


Praying for no more verbal diarrhea.
More perfectly perviness please......
Next post: fun at Rascals!!!!!!! And a few things that happend prior in the week, that were pervy;)
lil d

Old Post - Something New, Something Black n Blue

Another old post below........

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Aug 27, 2007 9:52 pm

Mood: experimental, 37 Views

Title: Something New, Something Black n Blue

Ever go to a party, and do something different than one would normally do?

Now i am not saying go right over your limits, or stepping on the other side of the door persay. Something that you would never do normally; not in a public play space, around many other people, something completely off the normal scale for yourself. Something that you say you never do, unless one is told to do it (unless it is for the right sis or two). But then when you do do it...... enjoy it.

Now this could be almost anything now. And the best part of it all is that it was at a private party, not a public party. So only a select few would see this action, event, experience, marvel, avocation, phenomenom, adventure if you will. And even better to add to this story, i was not alone in this activity..... in total there were three of us. Now i am not going to name names, so please don't think i am going to even give hints of whom they might be. But i will say this, neither of us were Tops. Though this may be irrelevant, there was some Topping going on. And one particular person walked away with a most wonderful grin on their face, and grateful words out of their mouths. Another receieved a mouthful, and the last was truly turned on and wanted to go for more...... if the first could keep on going that is.

Will this precept happen again? Who knows, that is for another day and time to tell. Of course there would have to be another aquesition of people to to do the activity, and hwo many. Would it be the same? Or would it go further? Can one go back from there if they keep crossing that line? And could this be called edge play, or just limit play?That i can not devine. This is for only the acts to know, and understand.... and maybe some day down that path, proclaim it again.

and again.......

Oh, you want to know what it was that we did. lol. Y/you see now, that is the brat in me, and you will have to anticipate the next chapter.

perfectly pervy

lil d

Old Post - Why Be Pervy At Home

The next few posts i thought deserved their own pages. This way if anyone wanted to comment on them, it would give them their own chapters. And yes please do comment.

lil d

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Aug 6, 2007 7:05 pm

Mood: content, 41 Views

Title: Why Be Pervy At Home

If anyone ever wonders why i don't care to make it out to many events these days......it is because of all the bickering, gossiping, backstabbing, and nonsense that happens around here these days. i am not sure if it is because of todays day and age of the net, but it certainly has gotten worse over the years. And being a lifer, that is saying something at my age. Though i do remember a time when it was fun to get out and about a lot, and still there was some of this going on. W/we are adults (or at least i would hope W/we are), so let's hold some decorum and act like it. So as it goes, i am preferring being the "at-home" parties and play. the more private part of it, it is quieter and less poo happening around me. Of course W/we can't forget that one can do a lil more in private than can be done at a public play party, and that can be a lil more satisfying than one might imagine. i still am doing my socializing at a few munches, and oddly enough.... making it to a main event or two; i love to run into people and say hello and see what T/they are up to these days..... and maybe play a lil bit.

It's the bickering and and fighting and what-nots happening in this GVRD community that drive the good people away from the openness of it all. So if Y/you ever wonder where all the good ones have gone, look to T/heir homes - where T/they don't have to deal with the politics of it all. i know of many that have decided that T/they just don't care to make it out to many of the events for these same reasons, and that T/they are tired of it all as well. That the home play is not only more satisfying, but more peaceful. That is saying something.

i am very happy to see that there are many new events started up in O/our GVRD. This is not only a good thing for the different styles and types of people out there, but it also works with people scedules, but also likes and dis-likes. W/we all don't go to every event going on in this fair town, as well all don't enjoy what each event has to offer......sadly. W/we are all different, and that is a good thing. Hence why it is good that W/we have several Munches happening every month, not just one or two. Woo hoo to Munches!!!

i have come to a time in my life where i just don't need to be out there. Always in the light of it all, in every BDsm crowd and scene. My life has gotten a lil more simpler, and a lot more quieter in some ways. This does not mean i have completely left my perviness, goodness no. It just means i am not out there flaunting my perviness at every party and event, just a select few.... and keeping to the more intimate plays. i am still me - a masochist, slave/sub/wench, and always will be. i will never hide it from the better part of my life, as it is sometimes hard to do..... it permeates from me like a fine perfume. lol. (Opium, Oscar Dellarente, or Body Shops Vanilla or lt. Musk). Most of my friends know (a select few don't), and most of my family doesn't..... though my dad is about to find out. Pray for me please. Even though he is a pretty kewl guy, and probably has a lil clue already. i just have to get him past the "they are not hurting me" pa part, not sure how it will go. but that is all part of being me, and i take full part in it. (How does one tell their dad, or rather a masochist subbie girl? - If anyone has any pointers, please send them on.)

Some day i know my dreams of the politics of this lifestyle will lesson. i think it is just U/us having to be more accepting of everyone, and less judgemental of each of ourselves. Accept each of us for who we are, and our diversities. And then help our fellow P/Perv when needed, especially in hard times. Mentor them, give them a helping hand, or even just talk them for a chat when Y/you may think they need a friend. Not this "i can't do anything, so they can figure it out for themselves", or the "they got themselves into this, so they can get themselves out", or the better yet..."They have to learn sometime, might as well be now," always a good one i hear. And if i ever hear of a good Top Mentor out there looking to help a newbie Top, i will pass on the word. And there is always subbie mentors out there, you just have to seek and say....just ask.

W/we are all responsible for what W/we are doing. In other words, W/we reflect on each other. Not just "He is at fault, or she did it", W/we all set an example for everyone..... and if one bad apple is spoiled and it gets out, W/we all look bad. And if W/we start to trash and bash a peep for one transgression in public, especially for a lil one, without full knowledge of what happened, Y/you could be hurting that person for life. This is what bugs me, people not getting BOTH sides of the story. Just running off with one persons.... this happened to me, and going with that. That is how rumors happen, and people get hurt.

i am happy where i am in my life. Not worry about whether i am making the next party or not, and if i have the right outfit to wear.... though i do if meeting with a particular Dom. i don't worry about who is talking about me, as i don't care. i am me, and i have my own life to live. Yes i do miss a few things in some ways, but what really am i missing..........Besides some great friends and a few good times - poor decorum, rumorville, bashing, and certain things i could care not to see ( no ethics ).

For those i haven't seen in a while, and do miss dearly.... OMG, i hope to see Y/you soon, at an event sooner or later. i was at the last Rascals, lol. Hello, how are Y/you?, and i hope all is going perfectly pervy with everything in Y/you lives...... Y/you know where to find me, i hope. lol.

Here's to all the pervs out there!!!!!

Have a Perfectly Pervy Summer!!!!

Happy Lughnasadh!!!!

i hope Y/you reap some of that wonderful pervy fruit out there.

lil d

Old Posts To Update From "Other" Blog

Here are the postings up to date from my blog in alt. i thought it would be great that they were posted here, then it would all fit in perfectly and make some sense before i started posting again. As i have a few words to add here again after a long week of business, and tons of perviness.... OMG the perviness. So here goes......

i will post the fist post i did in alt now, and then do replies as to the dates thereafter.

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Date:

May 20, 2007 12:08 am

Mood: amused, 124 Views

Title: Filling Out Topics

So someone mentioned a lil while back that i should start a blog. More so to post the lil poems i write, and maybe put in some of my lil rambles of life that might make sense. So finally here i am, in a blog. lol. Too funny. As i do have a blog elsewhere in the wonderful world of the web, but this will prove rather interesting as it is completely for kink.

So tonight i am sitting here getting to those lil questions that some of U/us like to fill out in O/our profiles now and then. things that actually might give insight to what W/we are like, and how our personalities flow in this pervy world. As i have said in my profile, i do get to these from time to time, and fill a few out at a time.... and have up-dated a few lately as well (life has changed, and W/we all grow).

Then i got to thinking how long it actually takes to fill these questions out. Now i am not even counting the fetish check list, just the extra responses. i have only sat here for a couple of hours on about 3 sections... and thought wow. This is actually quite time consuming when one thinks about it, and no wonder so many people don't sit down and completely fill these out. This isn't the first site i have done this, and know that it can take some time. But it would make it easier it W/we could just copy-paste all the responses across the board, but then that would be too easy. Torture is the game here.If it were to be broken down to time, and how much someone would get paid to answer all these questions in full and honestly - it would be a nice chunk of change in my pocket at least. Then i thought why not alt give considerable extra credit to members who fill out the entire sections, in full. i think that is fitting, as it is a lot of work. But that would be asking too much i am sure, and then that would mean paying out some what if everyone caught on. lol. But W/we get credit for most other things in here, including posting in the mag and even voting on submissions. Just a thought.

That is my ramble. Now that i have spent considerable question answer time in here, i should go back and see what else i can finish off before i have to jet off.

Have a perfectly pervy weekend folks.

lil d

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